I said it before, and I'll say it again - The heart, in all its glory, is deceitful above all things.
We've all been there. A few relationships here, a couple of half-serious flings there, some half-serious may-have-beens and so on....You name it.
No matter which of these you been through, you too at some point, have promised yourself never to repeat the same mistakes you once made -Those unnecessary, hurtful irrational words, or destructive behaviour, the sudden dark cloud in the sky which could terminate the irreversible.
Yeah, after so many relationships, we should know better. Yet we do the same or similar mistakes.
We may avoid the big traps, but we tend to forget that traps are everywhere and will always be there to test our character and strength.
We tend to forget that, even feelings have a dark side. And that alone, is a dangerous combination if not dealt with carefully. So many bad decisions have been made out of impulse, which sometimes are irreversible.
In all honesty, who are we kidding? We will always have high expectations in ourselves and we will always have our moments where we will freak out - JUST LIKE THAT.
Sonner or later, the dark side of feelings will manifest themselves and we'll simply have no choice but to deal with them.
Feelings ARE irrational, complicated and double-sided as they always been. We create traps out of fear. We tend to see problems where there aren't any, just because we are all scared shitless (there is no other better way to describe it) of losing that person. Nobody likes living in uncertainty nor lacking some amount of control.
Traps will always be there to test the length of our character, and they will keep asking us the same damn question over and over again: 'Who do you want to be? The caterpillar or the butterfly?'
