" It always fascinated me how people go from loving you, to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much..... Here it is: One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one.

When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost.

Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well.

There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another end. And even if this person doesn't fit you perfectly, well.... you still don't want to live without him."

Shit.

Babe you played my heart, but the way that you played was art.

Même après tant de discussions, nous n'avons pas pu éviter la fin. A force de converser avec toi, tu as réussi à corrompre ce qui était des sentiments pour les transformer en raison, seulement pour te perdre dans l'abîme de penser et sentir

Trop de raison, tue la passion..voilà!.

How was I to know that time was so terribly short. He flew away, surrending to his ghosts – and leaving me behind. Mysterious man – from no man´s land or the deep blue sea, so strange to me. How was I to know that the end was already there.

I´ll tell you what is love. A shooting star, that flares up and then it dies.

It isn´t fair – I had a taste of bliss, And so did he, I think... Life´s bittersweet.

Le debut de la fin

2009 is coming to an end, and the first thought that hits me is: 'How fast this year has come and gone!'

I will remember this year with bittersweet memories - both good, and bad.

Part of me is eager to leave this year behind.

A new year represents a new beginning, and maybe a new chance for some of us who haven't yet established a solid ground.

As the year comes to an end, its almost unavoidable not to come to a period of reflection and thought of everything that has been: what we want to forget and leave behind, and what we want to bring with us into 2010.

Every New Years eve is somewhat melancholic to me, I cant help it. 2009 is gone, at it will never come back.

I can easily say that 2009 was a crucial year for me, where I found a new direction. Things became clearer and some of the answers came to me. I haven't figured it all just yet, but the remaining doors to be open will show themselves when the time is right. For now, i trust in the unknown. I'm not afraid.

2009

Aix-en-Provence, Marseille, St victoire, Cassis, Louise Ryall, Louise Mello, Naty, Ambroise, Mike, Younes, Zayd, Omar, Laureeeent!!!!, Arthur, Antony, Ali, Germain, Pedro and his sexy Ryanair uniform, the Oneals manwhore we all loved, bathroom @Oneals, Carrefour Bar, IPN, Mistral, La Be, La verrerie, Sextius, Brigand, Jacob's, Cintra, Pizza Capri, les calanques, La Rotonde, Murano, Aix Bulldog, Parc Jourdan Rue Peysonnel, Rue Felibre Gaut, Cour Mirabeau, Pasino, tripple Ai(xxx) girls getting piercings at 22pm, afterparty at the park at 7am, fete de la musique, stolen laptop, police station, Residence Estellan, pastis, 2euro wine, lost in translation, Ambroise's serenates, rose wine, ladie's night, champagne, weed with m&m, shisha bar, Madrid, Patrick :(, David, Alex, sleepless nights, fountain showers at 3am, KIDS, burnt popcorn, kissing party, boom blaster, dance, love, hurt, fights, laughter, morals tested, promiscuity, manipulation, maturity, closeness, Laurent Wolf, Skins Party, John Dahlback, club studio 88, Sports Beach, La Be bartenders, table dancing, 24hr boulangerie, Paris, Adopt Un mec, UNIGHTED, Mathieu and his unforgetable apero, hospital urgency room, broken ladders, guy from Ille de la Tentacion, summer, 38 degrees, Alfonso my eternal mentor, Maira, Brazil 2010, farewell, Sweden, changes, lessons learnt, Rebecca & Niclas to Sweden!,family struggle, Andrew,+Olivier+, Paris, Bry-Sur-Marne, Friday night lights, Rock sur Marne, Ready for the weekend, Deadmau5, connection, warmth, positive energy, looks, cat, tears, bills, back to work, University/Berghs, emotion sickness, crossroads, decisions, silence, patience, control, inspiration, +-+-+-+, reflection, time, questions, stagnation, trust, hope..........missing

'Je vous aime'