Flap flap according to Wiki

Butterflies in the stomach is a medical condition characterized by the physical sensation of a "fluttery" or "tickling" (hence butterflies) feeling in the stomach. Some believe that this is caused by the release of epinephrine, or adrenaline, when one is nervous, pulling blood away from the stomach and sending it to the muscles. This in turn causes the stomach to temporarily shut down, possibly the reason for loss of appetite when one is "love sick". Butterflies in the stomach is most often experienced prior to important events, when stress is induced, but can be experienced in situations of impending danger.

Ooooh that explains so much !!!!
*flap flap flap!!!!!!*

Benny Lavaaaaa! (this is awsome..)

Hey Future Love,

I didn’t know how to start this letter
Dear, or hello, couldn’t decide which sound better.
I went for the informal because I’m not trying to impress
Try to make it laid back so there’s no need to stress.
I know I don’t know your name—but someday I hope
We’ll meet on the street and no longer be alone.
Sometimes I gaze up at the stars and imagine how it will be—
Where will it happen? Will you just turn and look at me?
Will we discover the meaning of “love at first sight?”
Perhaps it will take one or two nights—
Laying out under the stars and discovering the mysteries
Asking questions that have eluded the minds of many for centuries.
Maybe it will be our laughter that floats in the air—
That makes us turn in the right direction, at that moment, right there.
Our eyes will meet, and it will be just like in a movie
We’ll smile at each other, and you’ll ask me out for a cup of coffee.
Oh the possibilities, they haunt me in my sleep
All the secrets I want to share but for now I keep.
Each poem I write makes me somehow feel closer to you
Based on emotions that I know to be true.
When life gets me down, I look up at the night sky
For a long moment, I’m silent but eventually I’ll sigh—
Someday we’ll meet, and it’ll be like we had never been apart
Because you know when you’ve found the one
That completes your heart.

2008, so far...

Finally settling & leaving 2007 behind. Everything that happened during that year has been filed in my memory. Although to be honest, sometimes, it still insists in lingering around without my permission. I'll miss it, so much...yet I am relieved it's over.

I can say that during 2007, I really lived. Crazy, unstable, wonderful and intense. A year of trial & errors, but mostly errors.
Note to self: "When you lose, don't lose the lesson".

One more year like that, and I'd end up in rehab..Thank God I have 2008 to give me a new beginning..a new hope. I'm on the search, and hopefully I am making the right decisions. Time will tell, and timing is certainly everything.

"Where will I place my future? And the present... which links to my past?"


All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. Isn't that true?

I'm not happy, I'm not sad - I simply am.

Cheese is good.