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Flogsta sunset

These past 2 weeks have been incredibly surreal..

Emotional rollercoaster, sadness, unwanted farewell, tears, changes, evolving, devotion, laughter, party, 22pm scream @ Flogsta, BBQ, friends for life, Josef, Danielle, Thibo, Christoph, AJ, Lolo, Johanna, skivstång with Lolo, spanky guy, flyers, discussions, arguments, bonding, caring, jokes, baking, cooking at 3am, biking in the pouring rain with the 3 mosketeers, cockchef, tvättstugan, photography, habibi store, intensity, corridor, sunset, sunrise, Värmlands, Snerikes Bryggan & Sthlms nations, Love don't let me go, Relax take it easy, Put your hands up for Detroit, "Vous êtes en c***, vive Lyon!", Uppsala, smiles, fika, union, party crew, standing ovation, credit cards in the toilet water at Sthlms nation, Australian guy aka STD dude, burnt chicken, smoke machine, cheap champagne, rose d'anjou, candle showers, massage, oil, exchange students, connection, DJ K, waterpipe, Valborg, champagne galopp, sex discussions during breakfast, lunch and dinner, corridor parties, eyes & looks, ICA, pictures (drunken pictures mostly), Grey's anatomy, insomnia, 3hr queue @ Snerikes tentafest, facebook, drama, A.A, pranks, corridor mascot, alcohol, unstableness, jealousy, "I am coming in your room..", "I'm just kidding!!!", "Not everything is black and white", " I am going to take a shower", honey yoghurt, black olives and feta cheese, quiche Laurent, Maguine, games people play, MSN, alarm clock, vampire lifestyle, warmth, giant babel tower feelings, torture, life changing, boulet, Flogsta 7:7, 6:6, 2:2, 2:4, gossip, minor fights, nostalgic, anguish, melancholic, sad, amazing, bittersweet, heart-breaking, memorable, departure...life - and more tears.

Don't want to deal with this. I know I am not alone in feeling this way..but it's still tough. What a year it has been...It's going to take a while to make the transition.

Everything is not lost, but it surely feels like I'm standing on quicksand.

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