Say cheeeeese!!!

The man, the myth, the legend..the cheese! Yes fellow readers - The man who gave a whole new meaning to "cheese" (and who is so far the only one worthy of that title) is comemorating his birthday today!!
So..a fierce -double -ferosh -with -kinder egg- on -top-birthday to my very important brother in law aka VIBIL.

June is just around the corner & I can't hardly wait with popping them champagne corks with the sizzle and the pickle...aaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!



:)

This is for you, miss "Happy" :)

Traveling through the darkness, she stumbles upon a glimpse of light. A glimpse of her humanity, a glimpse of hope, yet it crumbles in her hands, like a clump of dirt. She searches, again, looking, desperately seeking. She finds a bright light, but within she sees a swirl of darkness, corrupting, confusing, manipulating. She denies it...it scorns her, and laughs in its face. She stumbles forward, falling to her knees, and there she finds her salvation, but it is not a God, it is not a code, it is herself. Standing before her, reaching down to pick herself up off the ground. She is her own salvation, and within herself, she shall find the strength to carry on.

The greatest changes in life, starts with you...

Reaching out to you..

Tumultuous mind of mine. When do you ever rest? I wish I could remove you from my head, place you on the table and ask: What's the deal with you?



Things have changed, cheeses have gone bad, hearts got turned down - again, and again..and again. Unbelievable, really. On the other hand, the past sweetly treaded back into my life. Unexpectedly.

You came back and it filled my heart with warmth and light. We have made peace, and all the bad feelings are gone. We got our closure. Yet, it's painful not to be close to you. It's an undescribable physical pain.

Funny how time changes our perception of things, and all of these thoughts and feelings I am getting surprise me. It overwhelms me.

You stirred my mind a little, and the heart too. I have missed you, man, and I love you. Genuinely. Think I always will. Funny how some things never go away. Our former relationship is timeless, and although it's hard to master a friendship with a former love, I still want to work it out. It's arduous and more complex than quantum physics, but it's possible.

We will open our hearts and share our lives with others, but I know deep down that I'll carry you with me wherever I go, in any given period of my life.
You are the magnet of my life.



I'm not sure how healthy our newly established contact is, but we will figure it out along the way...For now, I'm enjoying this peace you have given me, it helps in hard times like these.....

I just hope that all these decisions we have made, and futurely will, are the right ones.

Lastly, expect me to be jealous, disagree, give you silent treatments and "all that jazz", but you know that my heart is in the right place.......don't you?


We will meet again...Irreplaceable heart of mine.

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...

Dead butterflies can't fly..

When cheese goes bad..



“Boa Sorte / Good Luck”
Vanessa da Mata & Ben Harper

É só isso
Não tem mais jeito
Acabou, boa sorte

Não tenho o que dizer
São só palavras
E o que eu sinto
Não mudará

Tudo o que quer me dar
É demais
É pesado
Não há paz

Tudo o que quer de mim
Irreais
Expectativas
Desleais

That’s it
There is no way
It over, Good luck

I have nothing left to say
It’s only words
And what I feel
Won’t change

Tudo o que quer me dar / Everything you want to give me
É demais / It´s too much
É pesado/ It’s heavy
Não há paz / There is no peace

Tudo o que quer de mim / All you want from me
Irreais / Isn´t real
Expectativas / Expectations
Desleais

Mesmo, se segure
Quero que se cure
Dessa pessoa
Que o aconselha

Há um desencontro
Veja por esse ponto
Há tantas pessoas especiais

Now even if you hold yourself
I want you to get cured
From this person
Who poisoned you

There is a disconnection
See through this point of view
There are so many special people in the world
So many special people in the world
In the world
All you want
All you want

Tudo o que quer me dar / Everything you want to give me
É demais / It´s too much
É pesado / It’s heavy
Não há paz / There is no peace

Tudo o que quer de mim / All you want from me
Irreais/ Isn’t real
Expectativas / Expectations
Desleais

Now were Falling into the night
Um bom encontro é de dois

Life is pretty good. This is the conclusion I have come up with for how things have been lately. Sometimes we forget to sit back and take in the moment - in the middle of all the chaos.
I have been feeling calmer and definetly more harmonious compared to a few months ago.

Slowly, I have been creating a small circle of good friends and becoming more active in my social life. Yet...i feel like something is missing. When things finally begin to fit into their place, i'm yet to be content with the outcome. Maybe I am designed to feel slightly dissatisfied?

When things finally begin to settle, why should I start complaining? This could probably be a reflex of my critical and stubborn character.
And even though that may be an explanation, i STILL have that nagging feeling inside.
Life is so much sweeter when shared with a loved one. Things just make more sense. A partner who knows you without the need of an exchange of words, but just enough through looks & gestures.

Let me rephrase the former statement: Life is so much sweeter when shared with loved ones - Not only romantically @)-.'--.'--- - but including my sister Rebecca, Andrew & Maíra. You are the ones I miss the most, everyday. I guess It is something I have to live with.. It never really gets easy, does it? I carry you in my heart everyday, please don't forget that.

I have only been single for about 3 or 4 months, and that is unusual for me. I am aware that going through this phase is a positive change. I'm learning to be my own. Yet, I do miss having someone. Let it be caressing or being sheltered under my love's wings.
The intense fusion of body heat when joined together. Overwhelmingly wonderful and intoxicating. All i want is to be taken cared of, sometimes. I miss all of these small things. One part of my heart smiles to the other one that cries.

Happy in so many ways..yet, wanting so much more.

An old friend came to Sweden to visit me this week and it brought back so many memories. Cherished memories of good yet hectic times. I wish i could have it all......but don't we all yearn for the very same?

On another note, I still have some issues with the past. Sometimes I miss Mowgli, but not in a romantic way. I just miss his company. It's very hard to deal with exes. I still care and I always will. I guess some things have to be left the way they have been left.


I hope life in the near future will be kind to me. Until then, I am living in the now.

Miss you love.

"Happiness only real when shared."