What is it with people who initiate something and do not follow through? What is it with people who do not go all the way, but only 30, 40 or 50% of the way half-heartedly and then suddenly stop and go backwards? What is the point in initiating something if you cannot handle it in the first place?

What is the point?

The only certain thing in life is that we will eventually die, so why do people go on and on about having to protect their hearts or themselves in general? Protect? Really, what from? Because as far as I know, the worse enemy is yourself. Your mind will play tricks on you and tell you to give up because it is too hard and too painful. However, the truth is that your are stronger than you think. Trust me on this one, because I have been to hell, and back. (Not once, but twice.)

Look at me, I am still here. Open heart, putting myself into dangerous situations. I do it because i do not know HOW NOT to do it. All i know is that i simply need to.

Look, it is pretty simple. If you are actually going to LIVE your life, and not let it live YOU, you are going to have to experience EVERYTHING TO 100%, not 30, 40..or 50% .

So go ahead, put your hand in the fire, risk a little. It is the only way to experience. Go all the way, burn. It will show you that you are alive. It does not matter if you may get hurt, because you might just. But, so what?

Feel everything - Feel happiness, feel fear, feel excruciating pain, just feel and open your eyes to what is in front of you.

Wake up, before it is too late.

Because your faith has to be greater than your fear.

J'ai voyagé, jai rencontré des gens, jai eu des bons et mauvais souvenirs mais bordel qu'es que je me sens vivante........